Thursday, October 25, 2012

ということで、今年は3年目ですね、日本にいるのは。

It ain't that impressive, though. Lots of guys-lots of rich guys-do it all the time. What's more impressive is doing something that can get you famous, for instance, streaking on the campus...not for me, though; I am a social conservative, largely; although I do support LGBT rights, freedom of religion (that means going in and out of it, not just being different-Malays don't get that), I still consider myself a moderate social conservative (with variations from time to time). But let's not consider that for a moment; what I really wanted to say here is to wish a happy Eid to myself again:

عيد مبارك مني اليّ و اليكم في العام. و نسئال الله ان يتقبل مني م منكم دعاءنا فإنّه سميع الدعاء

God, you listening?

Monday, October 22, 2012

旅の途中

知らない内に、僕は22歳になってしまった。とは言え、実はそんなに熟成してきたとは感じられない。旅に出たのが、5年前のことだとは意識しているが、心の中では、どこかでそれが嘘っぽく聞こえるのだと思ってしょがない。現実とはそういうものだ;身近なのに…いいえ、身近だからこそ気づくことができないのだ。

故郷には帰りたいけど、決して過去には戻れない。哲学的に考えてみると、故郷には、実は戻れないところである。なぜなら、すべてのものは毎秒変わっているから。だから、違う時点にあるものは同じものではないと言ってもおかしくないということだ。僕の生まれ育った町はもう存在しない。もう時間と一緒に去って行いたものであり、例え同じ名前が付けられていても、決してそれが僕の本当の故郷だとは、完全に言えないのである。

平凡の人々には決して大きな問題ではないと思うけど。僕もある意味で平凡人である。来日して留学を3年間もやり続けてきたからといって、それで僕は他の人間と違い、特別な人なのであるとは全く関係のないことだ、むしろ証拠のない、わけの分からない自慢話に聞こえるしかないのだと自分でも強く思っている。まあ、唯名論者たちは「人間」などの普遍性を持つ区別を認めないとはよく分かるが。つまり、「平凡」というのも、ただの実在しない人間が勝手に作った概念だと言うことだ。まあ、僕にとってはどうでも良いことなんだけど。

旅はまだまだ続く。随分と疲れてきちゃったけど。

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Economy

-I am no fan of economics. I have never been one. Economics deal with some of the things I loath the most: namely, greed, materialism, survival of the fittest and money. I hate money, and I really despise the idea of a human system that runs on money, as it is a very fragile system that is prone to crashes, corruption and creates division between humans, dividing them along the lines of income and anything that comes along with it-education, welfare and mobility.

-Yet I grew to understand that economics play a large role in our lives as we humans are not just a social species; we are also an economy-oriented species. We categorize people as being rich and poor, we determine what we can and cannot have based on the amount of money we have, we exchange things with money, etc. Economy is a big issue in our increasingly global society; maybe it is the biggest issue, and it gets bigger and bigger as our human society gets more and more global each and every day. We have to keep an eye on a country far away from ours to see whether their economy is having problems or not, as in this era, a change in the economic situation in one country will have lots of direct and indirect effect on other countries, and it is not a matter of distance; Greece's economic woes affect the whole Europe, which in turn affects America, which again affects Asia: it it like a Domino game, only this time it concerns economy, not communism; and this time it is real.

-A lot of guys out there blames our capitalistic system as the source of our economic woes. Many others say that it is not the system that should be blamed; it is the participants who ought to be blamed for not taking their fiscal responsibility properly, while others point out to some of the bigger corporate players for being enormously dismissive and apathetical of others' plights, taking everything that they can and leaving a very tiny share left for other less competitive, or less lucky ones to share; and these less competitive participants in our economy tends to form the majority of the society (and as far as I can tell, it has never been the other way round, in any circumstances ever in our history), which accentuates the problem and adds injustice element to our economic woes worldwide.

-As I said earlier, I am no expert on economics. Therefore, from my position as of now, with my mediocre understanding of the dynamics of the economic system we have now, I don't think that I can even begin to provide a suggestion as to how we are going to fix our economic problems, much less producing a sure-fire, brilliant way to solve to problems we are facing now. But I do believe that somehow, the way the economics are being run now, there's something wrong in there; I wish can pinpoint the bug out, and I believe that there are lots of them, which is the reason why political leaders all around the world have, at times, again and again, failed to solve the problems we are having; the problems move from states to states, from nations to nations; all the leaders are doing, as of now, is to try and make sure the problems don't come to plague their constituencies, and if the problems come, they try to drive the problems away-yet to another constituencies; that is not solving the problem at all, that just perpetuates the whole thing.

Monday, October 15, 2012

حق برسوارا

مسلم تيدق فهم دڠن مندالم تنتڠ کبيبسن برسوارا. ساي مڠرتي سببڽ. اين کران امة اسلام بلوم ڤوڽا  ڤمهمن دان ڤڠالمن يڠ چوکوڤ تنتڠ اڤ سبنرڽ ارتي کبيبسن برسوارا. ارتي کبيبسن برسوارا اياله کبيبسن مڽاتاکن ايسي هاتي دان ڤنفسيرن کيت ترهادڤ اڤ جوا يڠ کيت راسايٴ دان سبارڠ بندا يڠ کيت تيدق ستوجو, در سودوت دنياوي اتاوڤون اݢام. کيت امة اسلام ماسيه بلوم مڠرتي, کران ايت کيت هاروس بلاجر ﻻݢي, بوکن ممکيق ملولوڠ تنتڠ ساله ݢونا حق برسوارا ممبابي بوتا, بوکنکه بݢيتو؟

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Let me get this straight.

Lately, it feels that I have been in a very wrong place.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

سچبيس کڤرچاياءن

لا اؤمن بالله الذي ارسل الرسل و انزل الكتب من السماء الى الناس, لأنه رب و اله العالم كله, فليس الله الخبير يماز بين خلقه مثل يفعلون الإنسان بين انفسهم .؛